[ It feels unfair, and it feels like they've left them behind. Ronan wishes he could have wrapped his hand around Gansey's collar, or wrist, or ankle, pull him in as he fell. Gansey would have grabbed Blue.
And now they're here, and not knowing is even worse than knowing. Ronan stiffens again, forcing himself not to cry. Gansey isn't dead, and Adam is here, surprisingly tender. Ronan turns his head to look at him, knowing his eyes are wet looking. ]
Okay. Yeah. Tomorrow, we can set off to find them. [ Because he's not going to give up on finding them. He can't. ]
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And now they're here, and not knowing is even worse than knowing. Ronan stiffens again, forcing himself not to cry. Gansey isn't dead, and Adam is here, surprisingly tender. Ronan turns his head to look at him, knowing his eyes are wet looking. ]
Okay. Yeah. Tomorrow, we can set off to find them. [ Because he's not going to give up on finding them. He can't. ]
There's nothing we can do now, right?