[ 'someone to make him happy'. all axel had to do to make murphy immediately come out here was say that specific thing. he isn't making aaron happy, he isn't ever going to. the kind of person he is is not built for bring joy to people, and when aaron isn't sticking his tongue down his throat, he's cursing his existence for giving him this weird, foreign, insulting lust. ]
I'm not the person to look to for that. [ when murphy says it, it comes out in the same dry, half-joking tone like the rest had, no indicator of how much self-loathing sits behind it. ]
Just here to help him get rid of blue balls.
[ it doesn't tax him at all to give aaron what he wants, does it? and he's getting off too, at least, as often as aaron gets to it without having a meltdown and running out of his apartment, again. ]
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I'm not the person to look to for that. [ when murphy says it, it comes out in the same dry, half-joking tone like the rest had, no indicator of how much self-loathing sits behind it. ]
Just here to help him get rid of blue balls.
[ it doesn't tax him at all to give aaron what he wants, does it? and he's getting off too, at least, as often as aaron gets to it without having a meltdown and running out of his apartment, again. ]